Honest scrap....

so here are my ten honestthings that mrs. H requested

1. The future sometimes scares me. I wonder allt he time wether or not i'll be good enough to go to college for what i want. I also am afraid of what i will be like in 30 yrs, Married and happy, or a lonley workaholic?

2. I worry that this oncomeing"depression" will affect my family greatly.

3. I know i'm bossy alot, but i'm like that because i feel insicure about myself. Like if i can fix the ppl areound me, i'll fix myself.

4. I don't think i'll ever fall in love. It might not even exisist.

5. I'm a kid through and through. I love playing with toys, and i long for the old days when me and my brothers and cousins used to play outside int he tree fornt until it turned dark.

6. I get jelous when my brothers or cousins date someone. It i feel like they're pulling my family, and friends away from me. I immeatly hate this person when i meet them because they took my brothers(cousins in that catagory too) and i don't not hate them until i know they aren't taking away my brothers for good.

7. i hate expressing my true feelings for feart that i'll be laughed and picked on about them.

8. I act lik a hard ass that doesn't care what others think, but what people really say does have an affect on me.

9. i may not like them,b ut i like to make ppl look at me and think i'm hot, even if they aren't that good looking.

10. I used to lie alot, and now i feel likei have to tell the truth to make up for those lies i told. (P.s for ppl that know a big secrete of mine, that ISN"T a lie in any way shape or form)

and i'm going to add one.....
11. i don't elieve in heaven and hell, I don't know what to believe, but if i did, i'd still say theres neither, just an ultimant place of being u build up all of ur life, not really heaven, but not really hell.

OK not gonna diss u but u need to know...

this isn't a bash post but it is a "your not all that innocent post either" post. I'm not calling you bitchy, but i am going to tell you that the reason we crack these jokes, is because u dish them to us in the first place, i don't know how many times a day u call me stupid, or fat, or ugly, and honestly u don't need to at like a toddler when we crack jokes about you. WE don't do it to be mean, but when youhit us, were not going to let you get away with it. SO the point is that if you don't like it, think of how much we don't lke it either, and take that into account

Help!

ok, so heres this guy, and were really good friends, and we always flirt and stuff, but in a friendly way. But lately i think he might want tobe more. We're pretty close, and we ahve a lot of fun together, but idk, just some of the sighs are telling me that he might want to be more. Now, i might be completely wrong, but idk.
he's really nice, always complamenting me, and saying nice stuff, and he
's just fun to be around. But idk, somehting isjust bugging me....


friends that read this.....

PLEZE HELP!