Update, reflect, remember

Well, i've decided to update for u guys. Life's been pretty crazy lately, and not so much in a good way. My best guy friend is in Cali for 2 weeks, I have track everyday, trying to work on my new FP story(left for dead) but ahveng major problems putting what i want to put on paper. Oh, and i found out this weekend i have to loose 7 lbs for polevault......... fuck.
But on the plus side.... i've started writing more in WTC, its calming to me, My dads out of town all week, my brother is gone for three days camping, i get new shoes on friday, I'm actully motavated to run, and I've gotten rid of my boy problems.

So if you don't know, Saturday was april 11th. One year ago on that day i had knee surgry. Its hard to believe its been that long when sometimes i feel like it was just last week. It wasn't that big of a deal, but it was something that changed my life. I had to deal with the struggles of recovering from it, and i learned a lot from it, the number one thing being i can't overwork myself becasue i want to get over it faster.

So i ahve a new layout, i didn't like the other one that much. Idk the road type thing made it hard to read. Oh! if u didn't already see, i re-posted the link for WTC in the sidebar! yay, idk i guess i went back because i missed it.

I'm pretty excited for my shopping trip with andrew this or next weekend. I guess u could say i miss him. I see him once a week for two hours, and i was excited for my b-day because he was going to spen the weekend with us(me). But then he went to florida, and he was supposed to stop be to see me on the morning of my b-day, but he slept in and didn't ahe time, so the b-day wish i got from him was over the phone for 2 min.......

Steve got accepted to three of the four colleges he applied to and th we're wating to hear from the fourth!! i'm really happy for him, he really pulled it together, and i think deep down he really excited to be going off to college next year, i just don't know if I'm ready for him to go.......

well hope this was a goo up date for you, proly post again this week. Idk...... ttyl


Did you ever think maybe there's a reason i don't tell you things?