bad few day.. i feel like shit.. i look like shit...... i ahve no appitite, i have no craveings, i have a constant ache in body, i feel angry at random tmes, then suddenly i just want to cry, and no its not PMS cause i just got over that, to add tot he list, i have an extreme need to just watch movie where every1 dies ortheres a lot of exploding and guns and stuff, i won't even read romance stories any more, i hate happy ending, i wo't watch tv shows with romances, i won't listen to music about love.....
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITHME!!!!!!!
everytime i look at my self in the mirror, i don't se the same me, i don't dream any more and whne i do thee nightmares,
\i thinkk i know hte problem.........rejection
i tried so hard to be the person he would want, i tried to be me, i tried to really find myself and be confadent....... and i was rejectd.......
is that thecause of all this? is that the cause for all this crap.... idk.......
help me please..... i have an extreme girl 911
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
blah to my existence...........
Posted by Lizz L Lindsay at 6:29 PM
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ooh lizz :( sry things arent working out!!! :( what youre doing is still doing sad stuff like watching movies with sucky endings and things, but at the same time avoiding romance. try doing something that doesnt involve romance like you want and have it be HAPPY! new hobby? old hobby? focus on that. xc is coming up why not go for a jog or whatever your knee is up to now. hang in there!
hmmm. i gotta find you a movie.........i thought i had one but then.....no. everyone dies.....but its a sorta happy ending. okay, primary issue now.
hmmm, you need something to get you mind of something, i wonder what....grrrrrr, idk.
hmmm, just think that somewhere, someone elses life sux waaaaaaaay more than yours......wait.....NO!
thats asking you to think of misery.......aw shit.
well i botched that. just member, everyone luffs you muchonessly.
less than three you!!
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