My life doesnt suck without you

so its been a few weeks, and i've moved on, i dont need you, and i'm sure as hell am doing great on my own. I don't know why.. but were better off not together, i'm happy with the choice i made and now i'm happy to move on and seeing as how you act now i see it was the right choice. I'm happy and unlike kelly's lyrics....

my life would suck with you, not without you

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Firstthings first.............

Rape!Molestation!Creeper!Chicken!Potpie!!
^^^^^^ this is why ur my best friend=))

so, good day yesterday, teted sat around, had a nice family dinner, this morning went running have a voice lession later.. looking forward toit=) yay!! after that going to see harry potter with steve and Cady(katie) it should be fun.. we might get dinner or something after.. yay...

my god i i LOVE that girl. Shes soooo nice, shes cute she giggles, shes always happy, shes not some weird religious person, she gets my brother, she gets me, from about the second time i met her shes treated me like a sister..... cady is honestly the best person for my brother.... luv her! it was even her idea i go see the movie with them.... and my brother agreed, although we've been at each others necks lately, my brother has been wayyyy happy since they started seeing each other.
ANdrew and Laura are happy together, and all plans are moving forward with them moving to boston next year.. i'm excited cause lauraa's soooo nice, and andrew is happy with her, she gets his moods and she knows that he wants to quit smokeing and encourages it.....
its soo great to see everyone happy... my parents like both of them soo much, it really is great, i just hope i'll find someone my parents like as much as they like them.. but its hard to do when my parents make judgedments about the person befor ethey've met them... ya know?
Like with him, he was 18 and that automatically made them wayyy less open to him.. i'm afraid its gonna be like that with every person.... sigh oh well we'll deal with tht when the time comes.


moving on........ rly, if u haven't u MUST check out that music link i posted in the last blog.. she's so good she also had a few great duets with this one guy on utube.. may post link later...
i think thats it.. think i may play wow for a while while i wait till my lesson..... oh riding tommorow@ yay!!!

=)

Lotsa stuffers=)

we're done.. lotsa reasons i guess... and i'm not gonna go into them now...

moveing on..... NEW LAYOUT!!

idk i was on google and i saw this pic^^^^^^^^^^ nad i thought it was soooo adorabe.. i had to have it.

what do ya'll think?? tell me=)

moveing on.... SCCA yesterday was amazing.. theres this rly kool pic my brother got of me in rickys car when i was riding with him, i was standing by the door in stageing.. its awesome gonna be my new profile pic as soon as he uploads it so i can have it=) Hung out all day with Cole... who let me ride in his 2009 subaru STI said i was his "lucky Charm" so he could beat ricky in rickys 98 subaru. So yea, cole hit like 12 cones with me in the car.... said i was bad luck.. but in truth.. he got his fastest time with me in the car.. he just hit four cones.. which adds eight seconds. Riding in rickys car was awesome because he drives like a maniac but.. it was still wayyyyyyy fun.. then i rode iwth my cux, then with a friend of my dads in his remake 66 cobra!!!! omg this thing was flipping amazing!! i can't even to begin to describe it!!

continuesing, cole and i are talking on FB and we exchanged # he pretty nice, and cool, not super good looking though, and he street races( trying to stop that with SCCA) and he goes to UE.... ewwww... but other wise.. hes rly nice, just a flirty friend.. nothing more..

so i'm running in a 3 mile race this weekend.. gonna kick some butt!!! tyhe lee barta memorial run in binghamton.. funfun me and mom are running it together.. i'm seeing this as like a time trial.. shes jsut wants to not come in last!! so yea % mileds today... 6 tommorow5 wednes day... and easy 4 thursday and an easy 4 friday.. ready for saturday morning!!! yay



texting.. oh and i found this amazing chick singer.. \love her stuff check her out at http://www.meghantonjes.com/music/Home.html or on her utube channel just u tube Meghan Tonjes... she does some really great stuff... she also has an amazing voice love her lyrics.. and yea check it out..


i think thats all.. thought i'd update. seemed like a good idea.. lettin ya'll know whats going on..... =)





And Idon't believe, you're meant for me, anymore than a shore, belongs to the sea

what to do?

i have a delema..... its a personal issue, and its really teaing me up................

i like him.. so much, but i'm not sure this is how its supposed to be


relationships are supposed to flow, but ours is in the middle of a storm... we have a good time, but we nvr see each other, we hardly get time to hang out and when we do it has to be in a group of ppl because of my parents, i don't wanna break his heart, or mine........ but idk, i guess i'm not feeling like i should, i spend to much time thinking about it...

i guess this also falls under my new fear of commitment..ever since.. well u know.... i just don't want to get hurt so my mind is instinctively telling me to get out before i get in too deep




what do i do, i don't want to bother you guys with this, cause ya'll hvae ur own lives, but i'm stuck in a rut=(