Wednesday, July 1, 2009

what to do?

i have a delema..... its a personal issue, and its really teaing me up................

i like him.. so much, but i'm not sure this is how its supposed to be


relationships are supposed to flow, but ours is in the middle of a storm... we have a good time, but we nvr see each other, we hardly get time to hang out and when we do it has to be in a group of ppl because of my parents, i don't wanna break his heart, or mine........ but idk, i guess i'm not feeling like i should, i spend to much time thinking about it...

i guess this also falls under my new fear of commitment..ever since.. well u know.... i just don't want to get hurt so my mind is instinctively telling me to get out before i get in too deep




what do i do, i don't want to bother you guys with this, cause ya'll hvae ur own lives, but i'm stuck in a rut=(

3 comments:

HarperH said...

I'm not sure what to tell ya. It is quite the dilemma, but in the end your best shot is whatever makes you happy....so, your call.

Lauren Ann said...

hey i could be yelling at you right now. you dont know anything thats been going on and if you wanted the truth you should have come to me..even if only me ck and adam are the only ones that deserve to be involved and matt completely blew up on me without telling me whats up so what am i supposed to do? it was rude im over it and you should be too.

Lauren Ann said...

well where the hell do you get all of this from? how do you possibly know whats going on? and not to burst anyones bubbles here but hes said multiple time that not even his friends rly know or understand him or whats going on. just rly, im more upset by the fact that you didnt come to me when you heard something in the first place.